Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Niji (Translation) by L'arc-En-Ciel

My feelings are filled with the performance of time with a clear voice
The endless future continue to walk to your eyes

My heart is honestly fragile
Everybody around me is breaking
Suddenly in the sudden rain, although you stop again
You still believe in me

Higher than everyone else
Close to the sky
I am close to something bright and shinny
I wished for light
If I was burning, I will be okay
Everything is accompanying the truth

"The boy saw the hatred to which he is hiding a person shadow"
I don't want to see this kind of world anymore
No more! No more! No more!

But I will still think of you
Even if the season is coming to an end
It has rained many times but now it has stopped
It looks like the scene which i always watched with my eyes closed

The person pain
The dreams which never come true
Why does love have to be born in my chest
The flowers that we blossoming are sinking back into the ground

The time is fill with love
With a clear voice continue to give the endless night to your eyes

Niji by L'arc-En-Ciel

Toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
Hateshinai mirai ga tsuzuite 'ru

Hontou wa totemo kokoro wa moroku
Dare mo ga hibiwarete iru
Furidashita ame ni nurete
Kimi wa mata tachidomatte shimau kedo
Shinjite kureru kara

Dare yori takaku sora e to chikazuku
Kagayaki wo atsume hikari wo motomeru
Moetsukite mo kamawanai sa
Subete wa shinjitsu to tomo ni aru

"Shounen wa hito no kage de yuganda nikushimi wo mita"
Sonna sekai nante mou nani mo mitaku nai yo
Nani mo! Nani mo! Nani mo!

Sore demo omoi anata no koto wo
Kisetsu ga nagare ite mo...
Me wo tojite itsu mo mite 'ta fuukei no you ni
Nando me ga ame mo agatta

Setsunai hito yo Kanawanu negai yo
Naze kono mune kara ai wa umarete iku?
Sakimidareta hana wa yurete
Shizunda daichi ni furisosogu

Ai wo toki wa kanadete omoi wa afureru
Togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni
Aruki-dashita sono hitomi e
Owaranai mirai wo sasageyou

(stairway to heaven
labyrinth to heart)

Monday, August 30, 2004

Blurry Eyes by L'arc-En-Ciel

tooku no kaze wo mi ni matou anata ni wa
todokanai kotoba narabete mite mo
mata shisen wa dokoka mado no mukou

kawaranai yokan wa tsuzuiteiru
ano hibi sae kumotte...

kago no naka no tori no you na utsuro na me ni
fureteiru gogo no hizashi wa maru de
anata wo soto e sasou hikari

kawaranai yokan wa tsuzuiteiru
ano hibi sae kumotte shimau

meguri kuru toki ni yakusoku wa ubaware sou
kono ryoute sashi nobete mo kokoro wa hanarete

Why do you stare at the sky
with your blurry eyes?

meguri kuru toki ni yakusoku wa ubaware sou
kono ryoute sashi nobete mo kokoro wa hanarete

meguri kuru toki ni taisetsu na hito wa mou...
furi muita sono hitomi ni chiisana tameiki

Your blurry eyes... your blurry eyes
Your blurry eyes... kokoro wa
Your blurry eyes... hanarete
Your blurry eyes... yuku

Sunday, August 29, 2004

4th Avenue Cafe by L'arc-En-Ciel

kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari wo tsugetane
irorareta kioku ne yosete
sayonara ai wo kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameiteita

togirenai kimochi nante
hajime kara shinjite nakatta
usuri yuku machinami ni tori nokosareta mama

yukikau ano hitibito ga ima wa
tooku ni kanjirarete
zawamekisae usurete wa
tame iki ni kiete shimau

karaseki ni mitsu merareta
taikutsu na kyuujitsu ni wa
owaru koto naku anata ga nagare tsuzuke teiru

wakatte itemo kitsu kanai furishite
oborete itayo itsudemo
dare no koto omotteru
yokogao demo suteki dattakara

kisetsu wa odayaka ni owari wo tsugetane
irorareta kioku ne yosete
sayonara ai wo kureta ano hito wa
kono hitomi ni yurameiteita

ato dore kurai darou?
soba ni itekureru no wa
sou omoi nagara toki wo kizande itayo

yosete wa kaeshiteku nami no you ni
kono kokoro wa sarawarete

kyou mo machi wa aimo kawawarazu
omoi megurase sorezore ni egaite yuku
sayonara ai wo kureta ano hito wa
tooi sora ni koigogarete
kono hitomi ni yurameteita

usuri yuku machi nami ni tame iki wa koboreta



(OST Rurouni Kenshin)

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Numb by Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be


(Sometimes I feel like this too... But these lyrics
make me go back to the reality of my life.)

Friday, August 27, 2004

Easier To Run by Linkin Park

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's so much easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame, to the grave


(I thank LP for this song, for this song's lyrics made
me heal my wounds since my grandfather passed
away in June 2003, 15 days before my 18th b'day.)

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
but all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
looking everywhere only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong


(This my fave from the Meteora album, and the
only one I can rap to other than In the End!)

In The End by Linkin Park

[It starts with]
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter


(This is one of my very fave songs by LP!!! And the
only song that I can rap to tee-hee!!! Linkin Park
Forever!!!! Rock On!)

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Crawling by Linkin Park

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in

Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take

I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in

Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take

I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Nothing Else Matters by Metallica

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never care for what they do
Never care for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never care for what they do
Never care for what they know
But I know

(Music)

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never care for what they say
Never care for games they play
Never care for what they do
Never care for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
No, nothing else matters

Monday, August 23, 2004

Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick
you placed beside you
to take somebody's place?
When you turn around
can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
you used to hug me
but that wasn't the case
everything wasn't okay

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
You! You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
and I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
crying out loud
I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
open up wide

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
If you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
if you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Harder To Breathe by Maroon 5

How dare you say that my behavior's unacceptable
So condescending, unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I am walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Saturday, August 21, 2004

This Love by Maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
(it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
And she said goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
(fade out)

Friday, August 20, 2004

To Be With You by Mr. Big

Hold On Little Girl
Show Me What He's Done To You
Stand Up Little Girl
A Broken Heart Can't Be That Bad
When It's Through, It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On A Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Build Up Your Confidence
So You Can Be On Top For Once
Wake Up Who Cares About
Little Boys That Talk Too Much
I've Seen It All Go Down
Your Game Of Love Was All Rained Out
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Hold You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The One, Yeah)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On A Line , Yeah)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

Why Be Alone
When We Can Be Together Baby
You Can Make My Life Worthwhile
I Can Make You Start To Smile

(Instrumental)

When It's Through , It's Through
Fate Could Twist The Both Of You
So Come On Baby, Come On Over
Let Me Be The One To Show You ...
I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The One)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On The Line)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You

I'm The One Who Wants To Be With You (I'm The Ooooone)
Deep Inside I Hope You'll Feel It Too (Deep Inside, You'll Feel It Too)
Waited On A Line Of Greens And Blues (Waited On That Line , Yeah)
Just To Be The Next To Be With You
Just To Be The Next To Be With You .... Wooooo!

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Wild World by Mr. Big

Now that I’ve lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breaking my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grieving'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then, a lot of nice things turn bad out there

CHORUS
Oooh, baby, baby, it’s a wild world
It’s hard to get by just upon a smile
Oooh, baby, baby, it’s a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know, I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it’s breakin' my heart in two
'Cause I never want to see you sad girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
Just remember there’s a lot of bad and beware

CHORUS
And baby I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
Just remember there’s a lot of bad and beware

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that life’s a bore, so full of the superficial

Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah

Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need 3 dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me

Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah

If ain't got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Valentine by Martina Mcbride

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my lifeI have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'Cause all I need is you, my ValentineY
ou're all I need, my love, my Valentine